The poem below is an expression of myself at a certain point in my life and how I view my own childhood and the trap of childhood in general when we are born to the wrong parents. I occasionally edit it. The letter ‘N’ has always been a thorn in my side. It has been … More My Horrible Little Book
2014-12-10 Order prevents decay 2015-01-15 You see that I’ve changed but you don’t care. Your brand of crazy is too much to bear. I’m getting ready to find a new home. Rolling with the punches has made me a Rolling Stone. Next three mornings gone. Next three days and I’m on my own. When … More iPhone Notes/Song with no melody
My perception of religion as it was taught to me: a means of controlling and justifying the punishment of children and as a form of censorship and exclusion – which is taught in many religious day-schools regardless of the religion itself was my motivation for writing this note. … More non-institutionalized parenting (from iPhone Notes)
2015-02-05 The images we see on tv mimic our thoughts. Exacerbating our nuerons. create disconnections for our perceptions throw blood on the ice and damage our senses but don’t let us see where you’ve hit us. If we’re distracted long enough we’ll let you believe it’s not OUR blood out there.
2014-07-25 Mom’s can’t be everything. Running to pick up my kids. My milk-laden boobs being watched by delivery truck drivers and motorcycle riders. I’m running because I’m late of course. This is the life of a so-called ‘stay at home mom’. I was out buying meat for dinner and the short chatty butcher couldn’t just … More Mom’s can’t be everything. (iPhone Notes)
2012-09-13 Grieg piano concerto in A Minor. op 16 my dusty wings opening up. Raised as I was to be only resilient resilient and detached. detached and resilient. In preparation of my life as a homeless woman. And so and so and blah blah blah as the last housefly of summer gets flushed down the … More iPhone Notes – various
2013-09-25 Scapegoats of a family don’t need to have contempt because we know we are despised. We don’t have to hide that with unwanted feelings we have other hidden unconscious unwanted feelings but we know we are despised. -reading Gifted Child by A.Miller
2012-09-27 We build boxes for prejudice in our mind. Within those boxes we fit in the words for whatever suits our needs for the moment to feed our ego and feel better than others to feel better than the other them not us he not me Thus is born all the isms that tear society … More iPhone Notes
2014-06-23 Singing Frankie Valli Beggin’ to myself I realize that humans suffer so much because we give ourselves so many different types of death. When the bird is near death it’s near death it has nothing to lose if it socially dies it physically dies. Humans are so different so many covers and blankets, forts … More iPhone Notes
2015-08-26 Start a video blog of things that made my kids laugh today and act as though the camera is the child.